July 13, 2009

The Last Six Days

I can’t believe I let six days go by without a blog post! I’m trying to keep up with my reading but not doing so well there either.

Last week is kind of a blur really. There’s so much going on right now (as many of you reading this already know) and with all that’s weighing so heavily on my mind it’s hard to write about anything other than what’s going on but then I feel like I’m complaining and venting about it all the time. And I think PMS is entering the scene now too.

After lasts week's rant I hate to even go there and blog about it all some more.

I am so over all the ex bullsh*t already!

But it pisses me off that when it comes down to it the choice is to fight for what's right and get screwed or throw in the towel and get screwed and that neither of the ex-a$$holes gives a damn about what’s best for the kids as long as I get screwed - and not in a good way.

Maybe it’s because neither of them can find any satisfaction in screwing anyone else in any other way!

Well, they can go suck it.

I'm done!

11 comments:

Senorita said...

You don't have to answer to anyone, it's your blog. Just keep writing what you feel, even if it's to vent.

All you can do is keep fighting for your children, which you are doing. Your children will look back and remember what you did for them, if they don't already do so.

alley said...

So sorry you are going through all this. Ex's are shits, its a law that I have yet to see broken.

PorkStar said...

It is understandable that you feel the way you do, specially too when you get help from any of them and it all seems like they have turned against you. However, the fact that you are raising them by yourself and that you keep fighting for them, makes you stronger than them combined.

qtmama said...

Senorita is right. It's your blog, you blog about what you want to/need to darlin. And it's not like we've all stopped reading! :)

MindyMom said...

Thanks all - you're right; it is my blog but my point is I don't even WANT to blog about the ex sh*t anymore. I'm just so over it all. I've fought and sacrificed a lot for my kids while their fathers haven't done sh*t other than suit themselves at me and the kids expense - and look where it's gotten me!

It's time I do for what's best for me so my kids still have a mom left even if I don't have a home for them.

"If you want peace, stop fighting. If you want peace of mind, stop fighting with your thoughts." ~Peter McWilliams

Mark said...

It is good to vent. Let it go as often as you need to do. Focus on you and and the children and live in love.

Single Mom Seeking said...

LOVE that Peter McWilliams quote! Thank you. Even if you leave the word "ex" out and write about your feelings... we're listening, okay?

Danielle said...

We all need to vent sometimes. And sometimes it consumes us for a while. We are here and reading and we all have your back when you need us. Keep strong and stay true to you.

April said...

Don't worry about it, hon! Say what you need to say. Feel what you need to feel. You deserve that.

Anonymous said...

Hey Mindy, would you mind getting the mail?

MindyMom said...

OK "anonymous" but you could have just called. ;)